January 2016: list of happenings

January was eventful.

There was Amsterdam.

There was Cologne.

There was…flying back, ready to do things, getting home, realizing the restlessness I felt during the end of my time abroad wasn’t anxiousness to get things done ‘at home’ to better prepare, in fact, I only realized when I came home, I cannot stay. I need different approaches. I need to stay motivated. I need to act like I care when I don’t care…but that’s nothing new. I need to work with what I have. I need to keep that calendar busy to the brim. I need to make moves and get things done.

January was eventful.

There was Amsterdam.

There was Cologne.

And there was the languid suspension of time around busyness that never registered and exhaustion that’s exhausted to negligible awareness.

I’m tired but I do not sleep.

There’s work, but it lacked in productivity, because I lacked care and passion.

So how, I ask myself, could I show more care and discretion in the coming months? And keep moving forward in the direction that I want to move, keep progressing and making connections in areas that are still unfamiliar?

No time to think about this now. Must prepare for work.

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